再次想起一切

在家无所事事的啦
真有够闷==
平时下午2点才甘愿起床, 当然今天也不例外
以前和他一起时, 就很想不到学校去
因为可以在家和他信息, msn之类的
享受以前有他的日子 ；

不过, 时间都过去了
要开始自己的每一天，要必须习惯电话Inbox没有他的出现
有时闷闷的, 拿起电话来随便按按
就会有个冲动想信息他，虽然是这样可是我还是坚持不要
说了不再联络，就必须按照规则吧
放心, 我再辛苦都不会找他了
被他骂过的我懂得什么叫要名誉
为了不愿意让他和他朋友看不起，我愿意比他勇敢
想起一切， 觉得我真的很傻
我所学的蛋挞都是为了他
现在做了蛋挞，不知道为谁了
做好了蛋挞就呆着看着它， 想起他说我做的蛋挞很好吃
他的称赞令我很快乐，虽然只那么的一点点的称赞

答应了很多位朋友和贝鼻们，要把关于他这个人的事通通忘记
只好说正在努力中，因为我相信可以可是还没完全忘掉
只要努力，没什么是不可以的吧
呵呵
=]

相信我，一定可以做到

Pain==

My yellow paper arrived, ==
1 week gantung, shit, but could get 1 week more holidays
=]
went to school, meet up Red Apple them
borrowed the tie from Jenny, wore it faster
saw Vio, kacau banyak xD

Assembly for 2 hours, sang the country's song
lol, damn bored lahh
went Yuko classes cause there's too many students stand up
thought teachers couldnt saw, but the Zahidi saw Jenny and me==
caught us go behind, damn him
saw Quah Pee Tin, act she's invisible
but she whack my leg behind suddenly, shit !
i stunned, damn pain
she said my socks, my tie, my hair
many excuse to catch me, darn
told myself be patient for a lil' while
caught Jenny bra strip, brought she to office
and another discipline teacher caught my hair, gave me a scissors
called me to cut my fringe, omg
i clipped my hair, she said must cut too==
moment later, she caught Red Apple and some female students too

brought us to office, one by one to cut their fringe
Red Apple cried, same as X.Yee
i said i dont willing to cut before my mom reached school
so, waited my mom and bro by 5pm
damn long time, that time is just 2.30pm
Red Apple went down called her mom, her mom reached so fast along with Mandy's mom
hmp, they went back home cut, good lah
Jenny, have to get scolded by each discipline teachers and she cried badly
Pity my dear
im the one lucky, waited mom
recess time, YM asked many things==
lazy bother them, back to office again
mom reached later on, went office find the stupid PK Hem CHUA HWA LIAN
he said alot, said im rude
when do i rude ? fine !
IGNORE

mom complained bout my leg, he kept on apologize for Quah Pee Tin
no excuse lah, he dont even know the pain==
damn
mom scolded them badly, thanks alot
< 3
showed all of you my leg ;

Remember this mark== damn damn pain
sigh

Darling Yee& Babe Wei, i miss both of you so much
hoped to meet both of you this Saturday =]

Mad

14.08.2009 @ Friday
went school as usual by 12pm, reached and message my Red Apple
she's in back gate, went to find her
then we took some picture in her mom's car while waiting someone
followed Red Apple fetched the boy to Jinjang
all picture were damn blur, choose only mine==

back school by 1pm, went bought some drinks
Red Apple find her hubby, i waited YM things
time assembly, but no assembly so get in to class with J
hm, no time to played my mobile, so concentrated on studies and jokes with YM groups
As my dicipline teacher, Pn Lim, she said time for Gantung causes my marks left 10
i was stunned for a lil' while, and not to worried so much, maybe just scared me
so continued my day life in school, waited back home
end for Friday, thats it and such a bored Friday

15.08.2009 @ Saturday
woke up around 11am, prepared well without make up
went Carrefour with my mum
rushed to bought some meals, and back home
we ordered the Mineral Water every month once
then finished, went for lunch and Guardians bought my T3 washing face and mom bought her eyeliner ;
went Pet shop bought some snack for my puppeis too
home sweet home finally and took some photos
its in my Fs, have some look over there

i received the school called yesterday, and heard YM said i've to Gantung for 1 week
DAMN, gantung me?
shit, waiting tomorrow
im mad for this, argue with my mom for a lil' while
luckily she trusted me at last
so, see whats gonna happen tomorrow

Please

你们两都是我最好的姐妹, 无论好坏都会依然陪着我
我真的接受不到这事实
以前我有什么事都可以有你们来安慰我，了解我
如今必须承受你们要离开我们这般朋友的事实
我要求不多, 不过请你们要好好的
我要你们回来了，还是一样健康
一直以来，我都没有好好的去了解你们
你们不开心，和我说句没事
但我真的很难受，我害怕你们不开心
我很在乎你们, 我真的很舍不得
不过，北鼻们.. 我绝对不会忘记你们
你们要过得好好, 这都是你们答应我了
一定要做到
要常常上线和我聊天，好不好？
WEI北鼻多说两年才会回来，我不懂该怎样形容我的感受
只好笑着和你们离开
习惯了有你们陪，习惯了出街和你们一起
习惯了和你们合照，习惯了一切有你们的日子
我该怎么习惯失去你们的日子
你们回来的时, 我也长大了
一切都不一样了
但是到时，我们要再一起出街，拍照，谈心事
要记住， 我永远都那么爱你们
你们曾经是我最好的姐妹， 以后也一样
永不改变 ；

YEE
不管你变了怎样，我都会依然疼你
很谢谢你的8月半，陪着我度过快乐与不快乐的日子
是你，让我明白朋友的重要
是你，知道我任何个不能说的秘密
也是你，最了解我的人
以前，现在，以后你都我黄祖儿的好姐妹

虽然距离表面上很远，可是在我心中
我们之间并没有任何个距离

请快乐，我的宝贝

WEI
记得我们以前不熟
在Jusco Marrybrown交换电话号码
那时真的觉得你很可爱，现在依然也是
你很爱笑，和我开玩笑
虽然你的心事不和我说，可是我也一样担心
不知道几时才能见到你，真的很想念你
你也要好好的
懂不懂？
不要吸烟了，我会担心
我希望我们的友情不会有任何的改变

我们一起去看那部366天那部戏
我还看到哭了
最后去了厕所拍了这张照片
记得吗？

我们去唱K,看鬼
这张是我们在厕所拍的，我们那时都没化妆

YEE&WEI
不要忘记我们度过的日子
我爱你们

Hopeless

Post all up today, no lies huh
XXX, i've no more tears dropped for you anymore
remembered what you had said, i will always remembered how you treat me
dont said sorry, no more forgiveness
im so stupid learnt egg tart or watever cakes for you
im so stupid like a doll letting you and your buddies looked down
remember, im weak for you but also can be irremediable
i swear, will never weak for this kind of guy anymore, im already fully fed up
DISAPPOINTED !**

My images are in below ;

This is how i am after i wore the spectacles==

Mandy, X.Yee

Red apple, HUI

Fed up

i saw XXX today, he accompany his friend came see Amanda
i was like, damn it, again
hmp, i tried to ignore, i did it
i finally could give up maybe, hopefully
played with YM hubby in class
played with him only *
dont really want to looked at XXX, i know im already fed up on him
disappointed, hurt, pain get from him, dont want get it anymore

doesnt wore lens to school today, eyes pain
wore YM hubby spectacles which no power, hahaha
at least i can cover my non make up face
tomorrow post the image that i wore his spectacles
so damn bored and hot today
we bought the mask together, everyone wore
haha, damn it==
all ate the junk foods easily, covered by Mask

alright, facing the truth i know
hehehe, everything will be fine

相信

我很爱你
也许我们之间只是擦肩而过
我可不要求任何东西了, 各自有各自的生活
听说, 你爱上了一位女生是吧?
那祝福你啊
你的离开教会了我不能再轻易相信爱情 ;

hm, school today, nothing special
Jenny and I were fine, sorry bout the past
WS and WP get caught stole the things in the laboratory
oh my god, such bad luck
hope their fine, god bless them huh

damn bored on school days, but enjoyed alot
hard to describe actually, ignore